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December 10, 2018. I Quit












I am a quitter. I am a quitter in a world where I don’t feel being me and as a being. It is not a question of being a quitter as a loser but it is a question of winning after you have quitted. I quit their perceptions, expectations, hates, insecurities and other negativities. I quit multi-tasking. I quit being me on how I should be in their eyes. To quit is to start a new mindset, choice, decision and action. I am done in my existence being with those people because I better choose to leave them and live on my own to start up a new legacy. There’s no other way to get away from those but to appreciate the moment of time, now. The most precious things I have now in life are moments. Lo and behold! To live is to spend much time with my family which we should not forget. Like lights from different colors created from different places, I have a color that in some ways I am maybe different. I quit, for I have done giving colors to those who need my light. It is time to go forward and beyond metaphysics (the philosophical study of being and knowing). Just like a bird in a cage, I give them the best foods and zone they can survive. I just remember that I am like living in a cage where I am given the best food from my parents but they themselves allow me to be free and so I share it. Like a battery that gives energy, I need a recharge. I need to be full of energy as I quit to count the number of growing-old years that has passed. I need to live up to the number of years that kept and will keep me going and growing up. It was amazing to be with them before but now, I find to be more amazing in this new life to begin with. It is difficult to start if I have to keep reading the last page of the book. To go to the next page is to leave the previous pages. I don’t need to be perfect. I was once asked by a kid if I as a human is perfect. I said I am human but I'm not perfect. Well, I should remind myself that it’s okay not to be perfect. There's best despite imperfections. Once it is seen but it will be understood. I take them in the seen zone as I continue living in my comfort zone. Just like giving the best love that a bird in a cage deserves and let it be a bird. I give the freedom that the bird deserves to fly away, time comes that it will fly back. Once, it is gone; the life quits there and here comes a good start.